I used to live a double life. My family and friends thought that I was the good girl who studied well. I was known to be a person who would never hurt anyone nor do anything bad. But little did they know that I led another kind of life that I was shameful of.
I would have many male text mates with whom I would pick the one who charms me the best. I would just keep collecting them and finally when I picked, I would meet up with him. We would go to the movie house or a motel and indulge in sexual acts. I would please myself with touching, petting, necking and then oral sex and sexual intercourse. Then I began to feel dirty, ashamed and unworthy. I felt no hope for myself. I had disrespected my body and I felt ugly.
Then I met Jesus. He made me see that I was special. He redeemed me from the life I led, to a life more beautiful and happy than I had. He had His arms wide open despite how shameful and unworthy I had led my life. He gave me love that was greater than all other kinds of love I thought made me happy.
I decided to claim my second virginity and follow His ways. Jesus loves me because I am His daughter. The decision to turn away from the double life has made me happier and more beautiful than I ever was.
hey hey!hindi ako ang babae sa kuwento. nais ko lamang ibahagi ang pangyayari na iyan mula sa isang kapatid kay Kristo.mabuhay ka!nawa'y tulad mo ay magawa ko ang aking pangako sa Kanya!
*** random thougths @
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