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Saturday, November 27, 2004
so i guess i'm free....
from all the hatred
bitterness
sufferings
deppressions
sleepless nights
the other guy gave to me
the day you came
the time you got me back.
my nightmares were over
i gained my pride back
i broke free from the shell of hatred
there are no angsts anymore
you brought back the light
shades of purple turned red
i can now feel
not anymore numb.....
or so i guessed........ at mali pala ako!
di pa ako malaya......
tonight, the odd feeling is back
a replica of the past
the same slap of brokenness
oh damn!is it over?
sad trip na naman...
*** random thougths @
11:04 AM
Saturday, November 20, 2004
bakit ang hirap iwasan ng nakasanayan?
bakit ang hirap kalimutan ng nakamulatan?
bakit pinapangarap ang imposible?
bakit masarap ang bawal?
umaga na.tulog na ang karamihan.gising pa rin ako.
hindi ako mapakali.naiinis.ayaw akong tantanan ng kahapon.hindi nakikiayon ang ngayon.di ko mailarawan ang bukas.
masaya ako kahapon.di alintana ang problema.nasa alapaap.
ngayon ako'y naliligalig.mga katanungang di masagot.malungkot.
sanktwaryo'y tahimik.nakikiayon sa damdamin.ayoko ng musika.di tulad ng dati.
ano kaya bukas?alapaap ba ang tungo o purgatoryong walang buhay?
di maarok ng isipan ang nais ipakahulugan.ang ibinabadya ng panahon.
makulimlim ang langit.tulad ng aking puso.
tinatakpan ng ulap.ang humihiyaw na damdamin.
nawa sa aking paggising.
wala na ang kulimlim.
wala na ang BAKIT?
*** random thougths @
9:50 AM
Thursday, November 11, 2004
in my room at last
in this sanctuary
waiting for a call
from my dear one
so this is how it feels
to be into someone's loving arms
can't explain the feeling
it's damn odd
even if unexplainable
it totally amazes me
the beauty of love
the joy from within
don't know where
the vibrance comes
everyday's blooming
moments ain't dull
i am ecstatic
feels as if
i took the e-drug
my eyes sparkle
i feel light
so this is...
how it is like
i'm happy i took the chance
to be in love.........
*** random thougths @
7:49 AM
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